I'm not proud of my novel in any sense of the word. In fact I'm rather displeased at this point. It's grating on me, and I've been completely pantsing so what was supposed to be romance has actually been sort of a fake memoir. Just... disappointed. Not sure where to go from here. I'm on the cusp of 10k. Every day I fight to keep up my daily word count. Last year I was a speed demon and won on the 24th. I don't think I'll be winning shit this year.

Sorry for using you as a sound board/therapist of sorts. I'm just down about the whole thing.