I think for me it was that I never really believed in heaven, no matter how much I wished I could, so I always felt like an outsider. But even as an outsider you become used to the words and the rituals and that idea of a net. Without it things seem so incredibly daunting. So yes, I feel ya.

Thank you. I think it's just that, to me, these themes are things that come up in my fiction a lot so I don't feel like I've been keeping myself from you guys. But I'm certainly glad that this little bit of my brain has been welcomed by all of you. ♥