I feel like such a fake sometimes. Because my date is so far out, and I get so randomly terrified about leaving. But I feel like it's the right thing in the long run, you know? And if I don't like it I can always come back. Or move on from there. There's nothing saying I have to be in one place or another.

I'm guessing this at-home city is somewhere in the UK? That would be pretty exciting.

Forks! Think of the Youtube star I could become by simply recording fan girls acting crazy in some small Washington town to share with the internet. Also, I could actually get residence for that University I want to go to. Heh.